just wanted to jot this down before I forget.....
what is it about your last baby? you rock them longer, you let them get away with less, but at the same time you expect way more of them, you are able to discern better what is and isn't a big deal, they do way more for themselves, swing in a big swing sooner, use a spoon sooner, give up the high chair quicker, they are your errand running buddy, take naps with you, snuggle longer with you......
they are just your
last baby.
i know that all my kiddos are just as special in their own ways. no doubt about that.
i try my best to celebrate each one of their differences.
because that is what my parents did for me.
oh, but that last baby.
there is just nothing like it.
tonight while singing "kinkle, kinkle" (twinkle, twinkle) "toes", (head, shoulders, knees and toes), and"deep and wiiiiiiide", wren just couldn't hang on any longer and fell asleep in my arms. sweet. so sweet and simple.
i just prayed that somehow i would learn to live in the moment. without worrying about what is next on my list. that is so hard. but i'm trying!